Some times its great to be alone..!!!!!

Hanging out , Roaming around, Cafeterias jerking in...always in fun mood joking shouting hooting laughing .....................all that what i considered fun n always dreamt of spending days in the same mannner. More over i can say i was spending my days in the same way only....college life was a perfect picturesque event n it seemed so unplanned yet so enjoying that in all i forgot my self.Seriously this last line may seem to be corkopener or something of sarcastic sorts....but yes i mean it.
But as we know life always give chances,Its we who dont ponder over them and feel that life has been unjust to them.Theres nothing of uncommon sort even i felt the same and many a times blamed my fate.I too considered that why is it so..?? Why these damm happen to me??....Why am only forced to pay for what i havent done..??
But later on i have realised......itzz not that i am paying but in positive aspect am saving. If i wouldnt have paid heed to all thats happening in my life I would have been in greater turmoil.Life being just to me, have always sent in indications that please change your path or things will be not just fine.
As in common i too used to pay least heed to these....but as i always say..."Am among the luckiest guy who always land at right place at right time....just in between i screw up the things..!!!!"
I have started picking up the indications and thus now a days i can plan my defence even before the cunning groove minded people play any spoilspot[TOUCHWOOD].
Usually i dont think much about myself ; but thanks to a friend who always made it a point that i think about myself thus off late now a days am enjoying my time.Givin loads of hours to myself too and truly speaking i have started enjoying it.Infact i have discovered myself a lot n hope to find more in my myself coz as always i have bad habbit of overestimating others and underestimating myself.
These few days when i have been with lesser number of frens i have regained a lot of conscience and hope that these days come as the turnaround in my life...n hope alas THE CLOUDS BLOW AWAY...............
coz am aspirirng sun for long and hope......my aspiration fruit out a day..!!!!!!!!